Finding Happines

I know that I want to say something, but I'm not entirely sure how to put it into words. Which, in and of itself, is something that isn't terribly common, at least "on paper." 

It's interesting to see how we search through our lives trying to find happiness, and the different routes we take to get there. We keep happiness as our end goal, but I honestly think that very few of us know how we want to get there, or what will really help us arrive.

There are some who choose to partake in activities that may bring momentary pleasure, and for the sake of pleasure, I can understand that. I may disagree with it, but I can understand, at the very least.

There are those who deny themselves some things in life that would bring happiness, should they seek after them. Things which are good and wholesome and uplifting.

There are those who seek it in solitude, locked away from the world with any number of distractions that aim to occupy the mind and pull the eye.

There are those who look for it in company, companionship with many people. They spend their time endlessly socializing and meeting and going places.

And then, there are those who look for balance. They find those things which bring pleasure, of a good kind. They spend time with those that make them smile and feel good about life. They take time to recharge their batteries when they need to, relaxing in quiet. They avoid indulgence to abundance or neglect. and are not afraid to take the time to do those things which are less than fun to do. They don't shy away from the hard work, but smile through it. They reach out and uplift others, bringing them up to a greater level of happiness.

I cannot for sure say who or where I am on this road of life toward happiness. I'm still trying to find my place, and how to get there, but I'm getting some really good ideas of what will make me happy and what will not. Of what will truly satisfy the good cravings of my heart and soul. I know not every day will bring joy, nor every activity bliss. That is alright. No day is the end of "it all." When one thing doesn't work out, I can look for the next. If I find myself wandering the wrong road trying to find happiness, I can backtrack and find a more correct path. I can enjoy the company of those around me when I am able, and find peace in the quiet times when no one is able to be around.

I can find happiness.